Back in BANGALORE!

Firstly i thank the almighty for offering such an enthralling experience in life(GRACIA'S).I am talking about the training i had during the past six month's . The best experience i had in life! Truly a memorable one.That call which swept me off my feet(Its the RING in my head that will stay with me forever! ;)) ,The sleepless nights , those new subjects , friends birthdays parties (not to forget those amazing kicks on their butt!!;), those systems(PC's), those class rooms(FR05 AND G074) and that amazing architecture. The very thought of it , makes you think that you are a gifted one, why else would have to get trained like that(Will talk in detail later).I learn t how to swim, how to play Tennis, to play bowling and to run on the track. Weekly movies, all brand new releases !!saw avatar alone ! it was one heck of an experience . enjoyed every bit of it. I also came to know the truest meaning of 'competition'.
It is said that 'the man with information is the richest man and the man with humbleness is the wisest man'. This is practiced here!!! All this was not in BANGALORE....
I feel like i have finished my PhD and returned back to home.This has changed the way i behave, Totally a brand new person!The amount of information i acquired makes me feel as though ten years have just passed out of my life( all thanks to Einstein for the word 'relativity').
Thinking in a different perspective , i would definitely acknowledge that there is a price tag for all the above things i mentioned. Yes its in the form of bond ( who said bonded labor is abolished in India!!) and you have to serve till then else you have to pay the compensation in the form money.(:P)
I should mention about friends made ,while in training. Guys and Gals from the far north , east , west and the southern parts of India were all part of the same training process.We where trained in the technology that are yet be used by the IT industry(few of the tech 's where 2008 roll out, just imagine!!).We all could see what are abilities were to the truest sense.You can measure it in a crude way.Distraction ,NO distractions , you had to perform , you had to deliver.
Corporate culture in its most lucid form was understood during those six months. Now , i am here in Bangalore , back in home. (home sweet home !!!)That's all to it, this is where the fun and joy ends. now its all work ,work n work. There is need to catch up the team.Ram ping up is the most important two words in my life now.Thanks to the training i had, i find things a bit okay now. But still there is no guarantee as to what is going to happen to you on a given day.Its a new day every day here in Bangalore.Life seems to be holding on to a string very loosely.That's all for now folks! will blog up with you later!
SaYANORA !

Great people don't pass there genes, they pass their IDEAS!!

The topic may sound not true!, however it has a probability of its own, and that probability how much ever small, is very significant. You take many great people, you will find along with their brilliance they have a bag full of untold miseries. I have had many sleepless nights, some are due to very beautiful woman and some are due to some amazing ideas, often they get flushed away with the dream( which is where i find these ideas) i had. whenever you have an Idea, it means you are trying to bring in a change. This so called notion of "Change" is not what all the people like. There is certain amount of resistance offered to "Change" ( be it of any kind) , this is inherent in all of us Homosapiens! Its kind of a default statement, wired into us at the time of creation may be! Whatever it is , it has come to stay with us, Between the two points " Life" and "death"(Mrutyu). In-fact there are other similar entities i would to talk about, Perhaps the next time i find my bogging with the right brain activity(prajna)!!

Yet, another Quantum of thought

Okay! here i am back with another blog.Now you will be reading a lot of blaa blaa blog! be prepared for this. Over these days i have been literally enjoying my days. Yes, in a negative way you can say that i got myself pampered.But there is a good side to it.You know what i have been upto these days? any idea? well probably not ! I have this very strange feeling of building stuff. I take pleasure in building stuff. May it is a basic attribute of myself, and I really love doing this. The true story , behind this is I have ripped many things off!!! strange isn't it! Two sides of a coin! how can they be?
What is this person trying to tell?, What i am trying to tell would be hard to explain and Harder to understand.
I completed my engineering, and i don't have the complete satisfaction of having it completed! It was more like 4 years of misery, slavery and in human practice that i was forced into doing. There was no other choice left for me than to continue this tedious journey.I crossed the river, but I haven't crossed the sandy banks of the river, to reach the forest. A forest with, wild people, brainibles(brain eaters), and some pleasant surprises in the form of few good people , known people and people who are intrinsically good at heart!
I am getting myself prepared for a journey which will affect my brain more than any other thing i consider important. My brain has to be the fit. Its getting fully exercised, fully prepared to meet the apocalypse of my life for the first time ever. A new world , with new people and new responsibilities. So I'm all packed and strapped up for this amazing, brain bending and the monstrous world called " THE CORPORATE WORLD".

100....!

we were a team of 1+9=10 members , its told 1+9 because that 1 is our sir, without whom this workshop would not have been possible at all, we all owe it to him.If he had not put a word to our HOD, this workshop would be a "would'nt be!!!".It will be disgrace to them , if at all i finish this with small "thank you".I probably have to look for words to show my faith in them.
It all lies in the trust you keep in a person, this has so much power in it, trust me there is no fuel as efficient as this. It kept me awake, i had for the 1st time experienced, leadership. It came on its own, that's the best part you know. what i personally thought and what happened to do is, i rather the commanding , i made others as well feel as leaders.but i dont know till wat extent it worked out well.Some did well, others where always in a confused state. A good leader has many attributes, but no one in the group had it completely in them. Individuvally we had our own pros and cons, but as a team we had many pros.
if each person has a set of pros and cons, and there are n persons working with u as a team then, there will be n(pros) and n(cons). if the focus is only on the pros then the cons will get negligible. the above statement would need a little bit of justification though!!!
Individual commitments is another major factor that made the event a big hit,(atleast a hit). each of us had our own commitments and we kept up to it.Which i feel is the major reason for the workshop's success.I need to mention the commitments atleast mine. I had and still have plans for a technical turf in our college, this would be a place where people would come in willingly and share their ideas, thought's and knowledge, with absolutely zero hesitation! ZERO hesitation is because, with hesitation only fear comes, but with courage knowledge comes.My mom, told me this only today, i asked my mom , when will lakshmi(meaning wealth) come and in wat form will she come , you know what my mom told , she told that, if there is dha_irya Lakshmi then all other lakshmi will follow her into your possession. how was that for a thought?
think about it, every long journey begins with a single step,that 1st step is always very cumbersome, after that it just keeps goin on n on n on...
You may as well think why i gave the title as 100..., to find out the answer you may want to ask and enquire about our workshop!!! we are planning 1000 next time;) oops guess i spill the beans .... ha ha. till u find the answer out , its me Murali.K (K for krishnan) signing out.
I HAVE JUST BEGUN!!!

some time at last!!

hi again
this blog from other reference id,however its me murali again blogging.I create many accounts and there is problem remembering all of them.So i decided to stick to one id ,which will be the one i'm using now.
hmmmm haaaaaaaaaa deeep breath!!!!
today was a bad bad day ,i mean it was realy bad,i should be ashamed of myself,the reason for which i cant tell completely,however it was a terrible day,i had a internal exam and my brain was off the hook ,it was not workin at all,"offline".no preparation at all, and worst enough,i have changed a lot over the course engg,if u see my marks, it started somewhere in the 87's n now it is in 67's does'nt it resembel the stock market:). the reason i can give are many,often lame reasons,but that wont help on the long run and i'm not gettin serious on this aspect.so where am I,what am i doin,have i lost my strength?answers where am i goin to find them?will anyone help me out?... No its waste of time!!no waiting !!! help thyself! only thing i'm havin in my mind is strength ,STRENGTH and only STRENGTH.get strong , darwin's theory has not failed!!am i being over optimistic or am i halucinating myself,i dont know?Am i being too complacent on my self and my career??have i lost my instinct?or am i shying away too much?am i lacking my professional ethics?these are the questions that are looming around in brain,and they may seem ordinary but they need to answered.who is goin to answer them?it is "me" again.

I know , i have become weak over the past two years.But knowing is not enough.what is required is action.It should be proper action directed in the right path or it will be a waste of time again.So i have to resolve myself,that i have to proceed in the right direction ,with all my actions being tempered with proper thought in the background,and perseverance should be taken to my heart from where i take my strength to my conscience to have a clear thougth.quite a long definition of being cool and staying focused.
I have to recall myself about what swami vivekananda has told on the character of a person.
"if you think you are weak you become weak,if you think you are strong you become strong,what you think is what you become".It all comes back to the place where it started :). This means only one thing, being strong start's from the thought you have running in your mind.It is a MAJOR decision that a person has to take in his life.

lots to tell,lots to think, new places to be reached,higher heights to be touched,depths to be explored,Horizons to grazed...
cheers to all:)
this is me signing off.