hi again
this blog from other reference id,however its me murali again blogging.I create many accounts and there is problem remembering all of them.So i decided to stick to one id ,which will be the one i'm using now.
hmmmm haaaaaaaaaa deeep breath!!!!
today was a bad bad day ,i mean it was realy bad,i should be ashamed of myself,the reason for which i cant tell completely,however it was a terrible day,i had a internal exam and my brain was off the hook ,it was not workin at all,"offline".no preparation at all, and worst enough,i have changed a lot over the course engg,if u see my marks, it started somewhere in the 87's n now it is in 67's does'nt it resembel the stock market:). the reason i can give are many,often lame reasons,but that wont help on the long run and i'm not gettin serious on this aspect.so where am I,what am i doin,have i lost my strength?answers where am i goin to find them?will anyone help me out?... No its waste of time!!no waiting !!! help thyself! only thing i'm havin in my mind is strength ,STRENGTH and only STRENGTH.get strong , darwin's theory has not failed!!am i being over optimistic or am i halucinating myself,i dont know?Am i being too complacent on my self and my career??have i lost my instinct?or am i shying away too much?am i lacking my professional ethics?these are the questions that are looming around in brain,and they may seem ordinary but they need to answered.who is goin to answer them?it is "me" again.

I know , i have become weak over the past two years.But knowing is not enough.what is required is action.It should be proper action directed in the right path or it will be a waste of time again.So i have to resolve myself,that i have to proceed in the right direction ,with all my actions being tempered with proper thought in the background,and perseverance should be taken to my heart from where i take my strength to my conscience to have a clear thougth.quite a long definition of being cool and staying focused.
I have to recall myself about what swami vivekananda has told on the character of a person.
"if you think you are weak you become weak,if you think you are strong you become strong,what you think is what you become".It all comes back to the place where it started :). This means only one thing, being strong start's from the thought you have running in your mind.It is a MAJOR decision that a person has to take in his life.

lots to tell,lots to think, new places to be reached,higher heights to be touched,depths to be explored,Horizons to grazed...
cheers to all:)
this is me signing off.